Hello semua readers (if any), guess what? I'm baaaack!
Rasanya dah lama sangat tak online jadi bila dapat Internet dekat rumah ini rasa terlampau happy, dengar chat sound dekat FB pon sampai terkejut jadinya, *lame* lama sangat tak online (dan sebenarnya dah lama pun tak on chat FB, sekarang on sebab tak tahu macam mana nak off balik, chat dia dah baru and rasa pelik semacam tengok, and rasa menyemak.)
Rasa macam nak tulis macam-macam kali ini, because I've just realised that I've never actually tell you about my training at PwC, how I'm doing so far at my client's, who's my audit team mates, (how many MC have I taken so far) and on and on you know what I mean. Oh and also how I've spent my duit MARA and my internship allowance to waste since I haven't buy anything new for myself, not even a new pair of shoes which I really need ages ago.
So as you all know I've been doing my practical training at PwC since last June and well, it was okay. Of course lah mula-mula rasa super excited nak pergi kerja hari-hari but then I didn't know what I was about to do everyday then, do I? And no bukan kerja-kerja kerani maksud I, not that I'm saying kerja kerani ini tak best sebab I think I kinda like it, you know, belajar macam mana nak guna photocopy machine and fax and scan, wait, I don't learn how to scan yet but I'm bound to be soon, I think. And I'm quite looking forward to use the shredding machine but, tough luck I guess, tak pernah jumpa lagi shredding machine dekat office. Oh well.
Anyway what I'm saying is, I'm doing auditing right now and I find that audit, doesn't really suit me, you know what I mean? I thought I could handle it, it sounds fun time dekat UiTM dulu bila semua orang cerita pasal nak pilih audit untuk praktikal nanti and how lucky you are if dapat buat audit sebab belajar banyak benda, lebih banyak benda compared to the other fields, and seeing the facial expression from those who wished so much diorang dapat audit tapi dapat tax or lain-lain really makes you think that "I really want to do audit."
But no, I actually overlooked the fact that it's more than just 'belajar banyak benda compared to lain-lain' or'seronok buat audit sebab boleh pergi macam-macam tempat client'. To me, for an intern like me, it's tiring, it's a tedious job (especially if you are an intern) and you must admit it that auditor, well, they don't have quite the life you wish you could have. No, they are not boring, they are just too tied up, but I guess everyone knows that, too. And being me, aku memang tak cukup kenal diri sendiri sebenarnya, walaupun dah banyak kali went through the same situation: Can I survive under pressure? NO. Hell no I can't. Tapi aku yang degil ini bak kata orang itu "You ini kena terhantuk dulu baru sedar," so I admit defeat.
Yes. But I'm not gonna say anything more pasal ini because it's not, quite... confirmed yet... So anyway, I however must confess that it's a cool thing, auditing. I do learn macam-macam benda, all the basics stuff as well as improving my soft skills, how nak handle clients and how to mingle with the other co-workers etc. etc. Mind you, my audit team mates ada 2 orang sebaya dengan I and they've been working almost a year already and yes diorang sebaya dengan aku 21 tahun this year okay? *Stress* Get this: I'm 21, still doing my practical with RM800 allowance per month (okay fine I dapat duit scholar jugak every month, but that's hardly the point), still doing my degree, have no professional qualification whatsoever yet and not enjoying my practical training much, and I don't have my driving lisence yet. Them: 21, working at one of the biggest auditing firms in the world for almost a year, already have a professional cert. (one of them is doing professional in between work), and get more than RM2.5k per month for salary, not including the reimbursement. *Stress*
And I've been stuck at the same client for almost three months. Not that I'm complaining, but, I think a new client would really help me feel a lot better now. I need a fresh air. But the cool side of it is right now I hari-hari kena pergi Pusat Bandar Damansara and I'm in the same building as E&Y interns! Yeay! So time sebelum Ramadhan dulu selalu lah juga lunch sama-sama dengan Shah, Zul, Atikah Halim and Aereena. And paling best is diorang seludup I makan dekat pantry. Heh heh terima kasih kawan-kawan. *grinning*
So the first time I received my paycheck, I, dah tak ingat I buat apa dengan duit itu. Mostly I spent on my Touch 'n Go, and food, and books. And food. But I do remember what I did with my second (and the latest) paycheck, sebab I got extra due to my expense claim teehee. No I still hadn't buy a new shoe sebab Crocs is, ah lantaklah aku dah bengang dengan Crocs. But I got myself new book and and and and guess what I got for my birthday?! A new collection of Harry Potter's books! From Adib Fathi lah siapa lagi heh heh. I'm so happy! Sekarang I'm in the middle of Order of Phoenix, buku paling tebal and paling, banyak bagi negative aura so far. And I've spent quite a lot on food, too, despite the fact that now is Ramadhan. Last day before puasa I makan apa yang I dah lamaaaaaaa sangat nak makan tapi kecewa sebab Dark Mocha Frapucinno dekat Starbucks Pavilion habis hari itu. Both Starbucks pulak itu. Gosh, come to think of it, I rasa I spent too many on food... Lepas itu ada beli Secret Recipe lagi, makan dekat Chili's dengan Shera and Khalil and Adib and Faizul, makan kat Ben's, twice! (Kalau aku ikut buka puasa dengan Ama and Fadh hari itu dah masuk kali ketiga, melayang lagi duit), McDonald's two days in a row, oh wow. What else? And it's only 14th today, ada separuh bulan lagi... I'm doomed. Oh what the hell? It's my money *lame effort untuk menenangkan diri sendiri* And and and I bought Born This Way to cheer up someone. :) I'm planning to buy 4 pulak next month....
....When I should buy a new spectacle instead. *Sigh* Aku sekarang dah tak boleh pakai contact lens, I got infected with, apa tah nama penyakit itu tapi my eyes seem to repel contact lens, I don't know why. Gruelling, of course; I need to literally stare onto my laptop and my face is like 5 inches away from the screen these days. But I don't like wearing specs, it makes me look uglier. Although, bak kata Ajim, "Kau takut tak lawa eh pakai spek? Relax la, dah ada boyfriend kot, takkan nak lari punya." Real comforting.
Hmm what else do I miss? Oh, yes, some of you might already know this from other blog source, which says I'm now a friend with Mel, again. Oh well, good friends fight, that's what they do, and we are bound for something like this at one point, it's only a matter of time. So after almost 4 years, we screwed up, but then we make up. And I no longer want to speak about this but I will say one thing (quote, actually), that "shit you hear about me might be true but then again it could be as fake as the bitch who told you". This, is obviously ditujukan to those who, come to my surprise, refused to listen to me when I actually tried to tell him/her that they got it all wrong; I have got a problem with somebody else, actually. So, you know, it's funny and frustrating at the same time actually when you know people are talking about you but you know that they got the wrong idea (of course) but you don't actually give a fuck what they talked about you but at least, come on. At least get the fact right lah, can you? Aku bukan ada masalah whatsoever dengan Mel pun lah; at least, use your dung brain and ask me who I'm mad at, which is not her at the first place. Okay dah that's all I'm gonna say.
Rasa macam nak tulis macam-macam kali ini, because I've just realised that I've never actually tell you about my training at PwC, how I'm doing so far at my client's, who's my audit team mates, (how many MC have I taken so far) and on and on you know what I mean. Oh and also how I've spent my duit MARA and my internship allowance to waste since I haven't buy anything new for myself, not even a new pair of shoes which I really need ages ago.
So as you all know I've been doing my practical training at PwC since last June and well, it was okay. Of course lah mula-mula rasa super excited nak pergi kerja hari-hari but then I didn't know what I was about to do everyday then, do I? And no bukan kerja-kerja kerani maksud I, not that I'm saying kerja kerani ini tak best sebab I think I kinda like it, you know, belajar macam mana nak guna photocopy machine and fax and scan, wait, I don't learn how to scan yet but I'm bound to be soon, I think. And I'm quite looking forward to use the shredding machine but, tough luck I guess, tak pernah jumpa lagi shredding machine dekat office. Oh well.
Anyway what I'm saying is, I'm doing auditing right now and I find that audit, doesn't really suit me, you know what I mean? I thought I could handle it, it sounds fun time dekat UiTM dulu bila semua orang cerita pasal nak pilih audit untuk praktikal nanti and how lucky you are if dapat buat audit sebab belajar banyak benda, lebih banyak benda compared to the other fields, and seeing the facial expression from those who wished so much diorang dapat audit tapi dapat tax or lain-lain really makes you think that "I really want to do audit."
But no, I actually overlooked the fact that it's more than just 'belajar banyak benda compared to lain-lain' or'seronok buat audit sebab boleh pergi macam-macam tempat client'. To me, for an intern like me, it's tiring, it's a tedious job (especially if you are an intern) and you must admit it that auditor, well, they don't have quite the life you wish you could have. No, they are not boring, they are just too tied up, but I guess everyone knows that, too. And being me, aku memang tak cukup kenal diri sendiri sebenarnya, walaupun dah banyak kali went through the same situation: Can I survive under pressure? NO. Hell no I can't. Tapi aku yang degil ini bak kata orang itu "You ini kena terhantuk dulu baru sedar," so I admit defeat.
Yes. But I'm not gonna say anything more pasal ini because it's not, quite... confirmed yet... So anyway, I however must confess that it's a cool thing, auditing. I do learn macam-macam benda, all the basics stuff as well as improving my soft skills, how nak handle clients and how to mingle with the other co-workers etc. etc. Mind you, my audit team mates ada 2 orang sebaya dengan I and they've been working almost a year already and yes diorang sebaya dengan aku 21 tahun this year okay? *Stress* Get this: I'm 21, still doing my practical with RM800 allowance per month (okay fine I dapat duit scholar jugak every month, but that's hardly the point), still doing my degree, have no professional qualification whatsoever yet and not enjoying my practical training much, and I don't have my driving lisence yet. Them: 21, working at one of the biggest auditing firms in the world for almost a year, already have a professional cert. (one of them is doing professional in between work), and get more than RM2.5k per month for salary, not including the reimbursement. *Stress*
And I've been stuck at the same client for almost three months. Not that I'm complaining, but, I think a new client would really help me feel a lot better now. I need a fresh air. But the cool side of it is right now I hari-hari kena pergi Pusat Bandar Damansara and I'm in the same building as E&Y interns! Yeay! So time sebelum Ramadhan dulu selalu lah juga lunch sama-sama dengan Shah, Zul, Atikah Halim and Aereena. And paling best is diorang seludup I makan dekat pantry. Heh heh terima kasih kawan-kawan. *grinning*
So the first time I received my paycheck, I, dah tak ingat I buat apa dengan duit itu. Mostly I spent on my Touch 'n Go, and food, and books. And food. But I do remember what I did with my second (and the latest) paycheck, sebab I got extra due to my expense claim teehee. No I still hadn't buy a new shoe sebab Crocs is, ah lantaklah aku dah bengang dengan Crocs. But I got myself new book and and and and guess what I got for my birthday?! A new collection of Harry Potter's books! From Adib Fathi lah siapa lagi heh heh. I'm so happy! Sekarang I'm in the middle of Order of Phoenix, buku paling tebal and paling, banyak bagi negative aura so far. And I've spent quite a lot on food, too, despite the fact that now is Ramadhan. Last day before puasa I makan apa yang I dah lamaaaaaaa sangat nak makan tapi kecewa sebab Dark Mocha Frapucinno dekat Starbucks Pavilion habis hari itu. Both Starbucks pulak itu. Gosh, come to think of it, I rasa I spent too many on food... Lepas itu ada beli Secret Recipe lagi, makan dekat Chili's dengan Shera and Khalil and Adib and Faizul, makan kat Ben's, twice! (Kalau aku ikut buka puasa dengan Ama and Fadh hari itu dah masuk kali ketiga, melayang lagi duit), McDonald's two days in a row, oh wow. What else? And it's only 14th today, ada separuh bulan lagi... I'm doomed. Oh what the hell? It's my money *lame effort untuk menenangkan diri sendiri* And and and I bought Born This Way to cheer up someone. :) I'm planning to buy 4 pulak next month....
....When I should buy a new spectacle instead. *Sigh* Aku sekarang dah tak boleh pakai contact lens, I got infected with, apa tah nama penyakit itu tapi my eyes seem to repel contact lens, I don't know why. Gruelling, of course; I need to literally stare onto my laptop and my face is like 5 inches away from the screen these days. But I don't like wearing specs, it makes me look uglier. Although, bak kata Ajim, "Kau takut tak lawa eh pakai spek? Relax la, dah ada boyfriend kot, takkan nak lari punya." Real comforting.
Hmm what else do I miss? Oh, yes, some of you might already know this from other blog source, which says I'm now a friend with Mel, again. Oh well, good friends fight, that's what they do, and we are bound for something like this at one point, it's only a matter of time. So after almost 4 years, we screwed up, but then we make up. And I no longer want to speak about this but I will say one thing (quote, actually), that "shit you hear about me might be true but then again it could be as fake as the bitch who told you". This, is obviously ditujukan to those who, come to my surprise, refused to listen to me when I actually tried to tell him/her that they got it all wrong; I have got a problem with somebody else, actually. So, you know, it's funny and frustrating at the same time actually when you know people are talking about you but you know that they got the wrong idea (of course) but you don't actually give a fuck what they talked about you but at least, come on. At least get the fact right lah, can you? Aku bukan ada masalah whatsoever dengan Mel pun lah; at least, use your dung brain and ask me who I'm mad at, which is not her at the first place. Okay dah that's all I'm gonna say.
I think that's all I'm gonna say.
Run The World (Girls) - Beyonce, 4
I wish I could dance like her.
I wish I could dance like her.
1 comment:
tmpt kte pun ade 2 org yg umur 21 tp da keje permanent da. stress jgk!! =_="
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